May melt and sprout of greens

Just a quick hello, “WAQAA!”

I have decided to take a break from sewing until that urgency to make things tugs at me.  Its been good weather; rain and shine for greens to come up out of the cold and into summer.  I had a good taste of fireweed, beach greens, unknown greens that seemed eatable (still learning and breathing).  The other day, during my field work, I had seen blue berries blooming and some cranberry flowers just about to come out.  Growing up, we didn’t go to the tundra until the berries were ready.  Just a few years ago I have seen with my owns eyes the berry flowers except for the bush berries that grew in our area.  We were busy living at fish camp – cutting, drying and smoking the salmon.  My first awareness of fish camp was when I was just crawling out our canvas tent and I hear hammering of nails to a new house.  Fish camp is a memoriable place for me – its a time to be with family and prepare for winter food – its a beat of my heart that doesn’t go away!  I picked some wild rhubarbs with my mom – they are great for dessert – go pick some!

img_2758I picked some willow green leaves for the first time – thanks to friends who share their wisdom>



I pray for you to have a safe and blessed salmon fishing.  Remember, bugs are small and you can smash them 🙂  Piurci!

April has been fabulous

It’s been a whirlwind of events this April, with weather’s teasing early spring and winter snow that doesn’t want to give up.  Berry pickers understand the need for snow and rain on the ground.  “It’s still April and it will snow when it wants!” is what I have been saying.  April has its ups and down with spring expectations for good weather but its Alaska!  We will see unexpected weather changes that will not make everyone happy.  I have learned from growing up in the Yup’ik world view to see tomorrow as a time that might happen, pisqutekumteggu (plural).

Recent art events gave me confidence with Alaska traditional garments especially the traditional Yup’ik parkas, Qaliq.  Little words of encouragement can go a long way.  At the end of March I submitted the parka I made for the Adaptation – Fairbanks Arts 2019 Spring Juried Exhibition. The Juror was Alvin Amason . See Mr. Amason was my Native Arts instructor back in the 1990s where I carved my first Yup’ik bowl.  At the last minute I made a cloth material parka with left over materials from qaspet and some fur.  It was a one week after work project!  I got it done and rushed over to the Bear Gallery to submit it for the art event.  I thought, I’ll just bring the actual fur parka in case they need it for comparison.  Once I got there, I decided to submit it.  I called the picture here, Iluungaqelriik (teasing girl to girl cousins):


I basically measured each shape same excepted added 1/4 inch for sewing machine space.  The hard parts were the small piece that required angle sewing.  The fun parts were the fast pace sewing that didn’t take me four months.  I had my heart set on the material parka to be picked.  I had no idea, like a fish out of water that the fur parka would be selected:


Having never done this kind of fun event, I was surprised, “what does this mean?!”  The night before the open house, I went to the Bear Gallery to hear Mr. Amason speak about his arts and adventures.  It was absolutely encouraging to hear a passionate Alaska Native artist talk about his work.  I want to share his words about the arts that were submitted;


Leaves are plenty and they are growing indeed!  Never give up what creativity comes from the heart and mind. Another mind blowing event happened to three of my poems, they got published!  Yes, it was another last minute submission, this time to Alaska Women Speak.    The theme was Trajectories.  I sent three poems with the main title, “Letters to the Tundra” – Take me to the Tundra, Magnetic Snow and Duck Soup in Spring.   Over fifteen years ago I had one published with Ice Floe, called “Tuberculosis.”  So far, four have been published.  There is room for growing and the leaves are plenty, even storm clouds seem overwhelming, don’t forget there is sunshine and Alaska has plenty of it.


I have another style I want to make that my mom started for my younger sister, just need to gather all the materials and study the style, Quliitaq.  Quliitaq will have a drum design and made similar to Qaliq but slightly different.  One of the reasons I have been happy about winter not completely being over, I had a fur project that needed to be done.  It was done once snow really started to melt;

Pisqutekumteggu! Piurci!

Elumarraq Qaliq

Experimenting with material. I used mostly scraps from bunch of qaspet (plural) I made and left over fur. I measured the traditional fur parka qaliq. I went from measuring to cutting back and forth like the wind we’ve been having lately.

I wanted to make sure the measurements were right.

This was going to be easy- zooming with the sewing machine.

Small squares made it complicated. I think I’ll look for an easier way.

The shapes were true to their form.

It was a puzzle and like a quilt.

Using exact measurements were important.

I decided to add some fur for fun.

The hood is exact shape.

I almost messed up but I paused and thought for a bit- I didn’t want to redo the sewing.

The side are adjustable to anyone’s size. The trimmings are same size as the fur trimming.

this was before the tassels were placed.

This was fast and easy part. I’ve seen similar designs as these.

Before it was brought over to the Alaska Bear Gallery I frantically searched for a manikin.

Frantic no more- I found these 😆

These two became buddies.

Happy spring everyone. Piurci!

February, Friendships cherished arm to arm and sunshines

I wrote this blog early part of February with an intention of finishing it before the end of the month but things didn’t work out with my timing and heartaches. Sun is shining more each day – like a morning stretch from winter days. One winter while attending undergraduate courses at UAF I didn’t see the sun for a few weeks – walked to classes at morning nights and walked to the dorm at evening nights. In Alaska, we get excited when we gain light day by day after cold winter days. Today, it’s not the sun that melts the snow earlier than normal – climate change is real! Several weeks ago it was raining in southwest Alaska! It’s flooding in one of the Y-K tundra villages in March and spring is not yet here! Be careful out there when you’re traveling. Always let someone know where you go and your estimate return!

I finished a pair of kameksak few weeks ago. The pair were for a naming ceremony in Saint Marys, AK. My Kuskokwim Campus UAF advisor, Bridget Kline placed an order for a fancy Yup’ik women’s traditional kameksak, ciivalek for her granddaughter. Bridget makes beautiful qaspeqs, check out her Facebook page ‘Qaspeqs by Bridget.’ Bridge sewed the top piece of the kameksak matching her unique design. So exciting!

My friend Lolly Carpluk guided me with measurements and rounding the naterkaq just right. Lolly has helped me at my difficult situations at these crafts, Quyana!

I have made the kameksaks naterkaqs shaped like a lower lip sticking up or slightly smiling:

Congratulations to the 2019 Governor’s Arts and Humanities Awards recipients. I was able to watch through 360 North – they are inspiring to witness.

I thank God for many friends, who at times pray for me when I am struggling. Below is a Yup’ik women’s dance headdress for a friend and prayer warrior, Bonnie;

My next assignment was a qaspeq for Ivana. Ivana Ash is a Sugpiaq from Nanwalek attending UAF, majoring in Linguistics. She has a presentation coming up in Hawaii.

On Saturday’s – when busyness isn’t overwhelming, my friends have been over for sewing time! We had successfully cut patterns and sew. Thank you Val Pingayak, Rebecca Wilbur and Rebecca’s aunt for coming over. We will get together for sewing again sometime. I have plenty of leather for baby booties or other projects that were donated by my cousin Sophie and her husband Eric Holland – Quyana!

I am making slow progress with the little squirrel atkuk:

I have been debating, with the hood or no hood? We will see how much squirrels I have left. These furs are leftovers from the qaliq, many of them are front parts of squirrels. I just love the way they turned out.

I am working on the arms and trying to figure out the mechanics of the underarms so they don’t tear from putting the atkuk on. I have it mapped out in my mind. Talking of mapping, my mom sent some pictures I have drawn out in the late 1900s;

This was the time I was taking a class in Indian Law at UAF. I was never bored at that class because the teacher made it interesting and he, he was takarnarqeq. I had a left over note book to scribble. I have completely forgotten about this drawing. At that time, I envisioned myself to someday sew a parka. Rasmuson Foundation helped my drawing a reality, Quyana!

Around the time in 2005 spring semester at UAF, I met a young Yup’ik lady from Tooksok Bay. We first saw each other’s at the airport before we became neighbors. Our Yugnikek connected us – the love of being who we are, nature, subsistence gathering and hunting, traditional art, love of eating fermented food and other Native food, and raising our children with Yup’ik values, with love and healthy habits. My friend Anna, Ingamuralria “Ingam”- you have taught my family healthy foods and habits. You provided positive feedback in raising my girls. You truly made us feel valuable and loved by you. We have ventured out for berry picking, hunted grouse, went fishing, camped out with our children, we cried, laughed, we fell and picked each other up thru prayer. You were humble, loving and forgiving. You have set a positive Yup’ikness to my girls and I – and I am forever grateful for you, I love you my friend.

Please pray for my friend Ingam’s family and many friends. Ingam’s friendship shined in our hearts ♥️🌸

“Jesus saith unto him, Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.” John‬ ‭20:29‬ ‭KJV‬‬


I am not sure how to interpret naterkaq (the one for the floor?), but I can share what it’s all about. Naterkaq is a product of a bearded seal skin. The hair is removed by aging but I am not sure how or with what. All I know is the seal skin hair and the skin that is black comes off by aging the skin and scraping. I’ll have to share that process at another time.

I am learning about making piluguq/kameksak by trial and lots of error. Naterkaq is for the bottom sole of a boot that is hand made from below the knee to the sole.

Right now I am searching naterkaq to make more piluguq/kameksak. The picture above is few of the piluguq/kameksak I made. It takes lots to measurements and practice to make a good pair. Quyana, to special orders by various people who have entrusted me to make for their loved ones.

I have avoided biting into these skins but I found out that it’s necessary part of the process to soften the seal skin.

There is carving involved too – thinning out the edges of the soles.

I like my daughter’s little uluaq from her Atelli Aiyang (my aunt).

Main fur for this is wolverine that was cut from the leg.

I have several more naterkaq to work with before I run out.

Quyana tailuci 🌸❤️

Alaska is freezing cold, Happy New Year!!!

Cold snap

Art comes even during frozen times – Alaska cold has no mercy and our ancestors prepared in every season.

It’s been a busy December and now January is keeping me more busy – taking orders for mostly piluguq or kameksak.

Preparing for high school graduation

Sewing the seal skin soles are unpredictable when they have been wet. They are easy to crimp when wet. I’ve made mistakes and my mind just can’t except the outcome and so the threads unwind. At times a battle defeated;

Crimping involves tight threads and several tools.

I wasn’t satisfied with this sole, I took apart and soaked it overnight. It flattened to original form.

Water does wonders for these mistakes.

I didn’t thin out the edges enough to make it look sharp and so my trusty little uluaq helped me.

I knew the weathered plank would help me some ways.

There are always adjustments needed to fit a person’s needs. I added some design to widen these kameksak.

I was happy with the result, only because I’ve seen the design in my parent’s matching piluguq.

Special orders comes in many forms and sizes. Relatives from Kwethluk sent their precious crafts to sew in the soles. I was honored to sew them on.

Child piluguq

I hear myself think, “I hope they fit these.”

I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a wonderful Happy New Year!

Quyana Agayun!!